OH MY FREAK!

its been a while since i really updated my blog and really posted stuff that has been going on lately. Apologies from me for not been updating!

To be honest, i really don’t have much to blog about besides college. so far college is going on fine. Its fun. mid terms are done and over with. Coming next is Quiz 2 which is next week. Not forgetting Oral presentation in 2 weeks time. and guess what i’m gonna be talking bout. i’m gonna be talking about

THE CLICK FIVE!

yes i know crazy much but what the hell la right. as long as I’m happy then who cares. its my marks anyway :p

College is fun when you have people like Ashikin, Dila, Marc, Josh, NAT, Jeremy, Rachel, Tanuj, Angeline, Tarra and not forgetting FRENCHY!

i don’t really see Amelia and Hitakshi in college much these days.

the whole issue with him. well i do not know what to say bout it. i guess i’ll just play along. i can’t even stop talking to him. hence, i am stuck wondering how on earth do i get over him. till then i know i’m just torturing myself by wanting, waiting, hoping, flipping, upset-ing, emo-ing, and ugh! i lost my thought of words! *sigh*

As most of you know, the MTV Asia Awards are coming to town in less than 30 days. and i’ve manage to gain some information about the event on whose performing and what not. and trust me, the information are from very very trusted source of informers. hehe.

so less than 30 days i will be seeing

THE CLICK FIVE

AGAIN

30 Seconds To Mars

Leona Lewis

Daughtry

and so much more

cool huh?

but but but! the best part is!

yeah you got that right!

the best part is THE CLICK FIVE la! haha!

no other artiste has done this before. no other artiste has came back to the same place after they performed just less then 2 months. but who cares! its THE CLICK FIVE DUDE! We as in THE CLICK 4 consisting of me, Ashikin, Dila and Ili will once again rock our socks off by seeing them live!

ETHANNNNNNNN!!!!!!

JOEYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

KYLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

BENNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!

JOEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehe! ok that’s all for now. i shall post up some pictures of Fete De La Musique soon.

If i say it like i mean it
then maybe i’ll believe itlike its true
i’m getting over you

okay! this post is dedicated to Johan! our as in Me, Dila and Ashikin’s new best friend, our so call big brother, our protector. hehe! he loves us :p

Jeo Kay says (8:23 PM):
u guys got SOOOOOOO much potential and will go far.
Jeo Kay says (8:23 PM):
which is why i love each and everyone one of you

hehe! Johan loves us!

we love you too Johan!

call us whenever you feel like calling us k? and yes play Click Five songs every time you go on air. :p we will be here taking your calls and replying your text! even though at times its just a

hmmmmpphh

reply. hehe!

presenting to you MR FUNNY of HELP University College

MR JOSHUA YAP!

haha! Josheeee! his damn funny i tell you! adn don’t worry you will celebrate Fathers Day la ok! you not MANDUL yet! haha

its about time for me to stop talking to you!

its about time for me to put all this to an end.

its about time for me to stop feeling more from you.

cause all i get in return is miserable-ness and hurt! *sigh* so this is it! i’m gonna stop talking to you. be it on MSN or text or whatever! its time for all this to end. it may not be easy but i can’t go on feeling more miserable and hurt! i know i’m exegerating but its what i feel! and i can’t seem to put this feeling behind even if try hard enough. the only way i haven’t tried is to stop talking to you. and that’s my last resort. i know i’m gonna be upset for not talking to you but if it helps to help me get over this feelings i have for you then i guess that’s the only choice i have left!

i’m sorry

Je t’aime mais toi ne saura jamais cela

translate it la k?

i tell you Johan and Dila kiddish la. well more Johann is a kiddish than Dila is. Johan was asking me earlier today if Dila and Ashikin was on msn and i said no. so when Ashikin got online, i told her to add Johan la right. and i informed Johan that Ashikin added him and this was what i got.

Ameera-              If it’s real we’ll make it through Cause all I need is you says:
just told ashikin to add u on msn
Jeo Kay says:
good
Jeo Kay says:
dont tell dila
Jeo Kay says:
hehe

and it seems that Johan is mengada-ing with Dila cause she flirted with other guy.

SWT! =.=!

exactly that was my reaction. merajuk la mengada la. etc etc! haha! but whatever it is me and Ashikin is safe! and Johan we love you

This Nat slso one more fella. i got online and what not and outta sudden she went like

“Guess what i told m y mom”

“guess guess”

and i was like

“what?”

and to what she replied was

“NOTHING”

i was like

-_- wth! LOL!

and yes we love you too

dah la that’s all to update.

Here’s the long awaited Click Five Live In Genting Pictures. you can view more of it on my facebook profile or my Myspace profile.

Go CLICK FIVE

Ethan is MINE

below are the pictures of

The Click 4

Genting

The dude who made it all happen

JOHANNNN!!!!!

alrighty that’s all from me. for now of course. and yes

CLICK FIVE IS FREAKING AWESOME!!!

Kidnap My Heart

Take Me With You

Kidnap My Heart

Make my dreams come true

(C) all rights reserved

exactly! i wasn’t talking bout you till you had to did a fireback blog bout me. as the malay saying goes “Siapa Makan Cili Dia Rasa Pedas” and what’s with the who would they root for? i do not think they should make that choice. its unfair to them. so think first. was your name in there? and excuse me, why would i wanna go behind and blog bout it? when i know you read my blog? exactly! so please! get this to your mind. the person i was talking bout ain’t you and ain’t close to you! cause i know the person you are. you’re my friend and i would NOT do that! i care bout you and love you as i love all my other best friends. so i’m sorry if you thought if it was you.

i’m repeating this again, it aint you! and you aint retarded. childish at times. but hey that’s what makes you who you are! the bubbly and cheek-ish person that i know! so up to you for what you want to judge me. cause i know myself better than you do and for my concern whatever i have said to you aren’t untrue or if you wanna call me a LIAR or whatever. its up to you. you ain’t living my life. so who needs the chill pill now?

and if there are anyone who pretends to like me, then i guess all of you can quit now. don’t need to pretend to care or whatever. cause pretending hurts even more. and to be honest, i do not know what is the main reason that caused all this between me and you. all i know is that you keep shooting at me. but why? tell me. all i got was “i trusted you too” what did i do to you?

if you heard something bout me from someone than shouldn’t you ask me too? there’s always 2 sides of things that happened and a story too ya know. so yeah. but its up to you. and i ain’t bitching bout you if that was what is in your mind.

and oh i found this. Thanks to Mr Andrew

Understand that tests measure performance, not personal value

· Your grade does not reflect your ability to succeed

· Whether you get an A or an F, you are still the same person

so be it many A’s on your hardwork or whatever. you are still the same person

i thought you were my best friend
well get this! you still are

yes here i am once again being all emo-fied thanks to one particular person. and yes i am a drama queen if some of you wanna say that. its just depressing la okay when outta sudden you make me feel so depressed with the words you say. damn shit annoying at times okay! now i wish i could just give you one hard slap on your face so you could just wake up and stop being rude at times. so what if you’re a guy? that doesn’t mean you can be rude to me. damn you! i feel like strangling you. i don’t even know how can i fall in love with you when the only thing you do most of the time is hurt me.

as of today i would not ask you anything. you do la whatever you want. if i need help or whatever i wont ask you. i’ll go ask Nat or whoever who wants to help. damn shit annoying! and i don’t get it. i don’t get how can the stuff you do effects me. the only answer i can find to that question is that

YOU ARE A BIG PART OF ME.

and at times you disappoint and upset me. and i would just end up crying or being so upset and moody! thanks to you.

Mengada giler! i wanna do what Dila feels like doing.

SHOVING shoes down your throat

or at least throw them at you! i’m sorry but there’s just too much anger and negativity in me right now. and the only way i could find to let it out is through blog-ing. yes i get it i can’t be mad or angry or whatever at you cause i am a nobody to you. damn shit you! yes you say at times i don’t make sense cause i ask you stupid stuff. but ever wondered why do i asked them or said them to you? there must be a reason why. and not everything makes sense in life. its either your dumb or what i don’t know.
you put me through so many emotions and there is no turning back!

READ IT NO TURNING BACK!

there’s no turning back time. there’s no turning back for me not to fall for you. you psycho!

argh!

i feel like a time bomb
whose just waiting
for the right time to blow up

i tell you this woman name Nat she damn gila and crazy! morning morning make people laugh and smile all. especially us the 3 A’s fella. awwww read this ar

Natalie is blur as ever. If that’s okay with you? http://blur-natalicious.blogspot.com/ says:

my goal everyday at college is to make u 3A’s laugh u know

Natalie is blur as ever. If that’s okay with you? http://blur-natalicious.blogspot.com/ says:

lol
Natalie is blur as ever. If that’s okay with you? http://blur-natalicious.blogspot.com/ says:

cuz u guys need it

Natalie is blur as ever. If that’s okay with you? http://blur-natalicious.blogspot.com/ says:

hahaha

Ameera- that’s the reason why says:

awwwwwwwwwww

Ameera- that’s the reason why says:

Nat loves us hehe

Natalie is blur as ever. If that’s okay with you? http://blur-natalicious.blogspot.com/ says:

lol

Natalie is blur as ever. If that’s okay with you? http://blur-natalicious.blogspot.com/ says:

u saying tat to me for wat

Natalie is blur as ever. If that’s okay with you? http://blur-natalicious.blogspot.com/ says:

not like anyone gonna know right

Natalie is blur as ever. If that’s okay with you? http://blur-natalicious.blogspot.com/ says:

hahaha

Natalie is blur as ever. If that’s okay with you? http://blur-natalicious.blogspot.com/ says:

jk

haha now everyone knows hehe

Nat loves us and so does Gavin! haha JK

So johan or better known as JFK on radio, was on air on the 7th June 2008. it was the day that Click Five was performing and what he did was he called us up when we were on our way to Genting for THE CLICK FIVE’s Concert. you can here us as in Ashikin, Me, Dila and Ili on air. its at the 11.45 mins. haha.

WE WERE ON NATIONAL RADIO Y’LL!

Johan On Air 07/06/08 (Click Five)

this was the next day when Johan was on air. which was 8th June. he called me up and this time its at the 6.14 mins and the one towards the end of this clip where apparently we were on our way to

PASAR MALAM!

Johan On Air 08/06/08

hi everyone!

i’m really sorry for the lack of not blogging.

been really busy with college and what not. i do have the time to update it but being the person that i am, i was lazy! haha sorry! i will post up some pictures of the recent Click Five Concert in Arena Of Stars Genting Highlands soon. it def was the best few hours of my life by getting to see them live in concert.

mid terms is currently on going for me right now and i had my first paper which is Finite Maths today. before that i had Islamic Studies Class. the Lecturer was damn shit funny i tell you. Me, Dila and Ashikin were just laughing laughing in class. haha

and Gavin. you left you’re eraser in the exam hall. its with me now. i took it home. haha

okayyy. so Maths was shitty but still do-able. just hope i can pass.  haha. many excitting shit is happening in college and had happened. i will post up pictures bout it soon alright?

and yes Nat, i’m still emo-ing. hehe

well yes, next post will be bout

THE CLICK FIVE! WOOHOOOOO

i’m so deeply in love with you

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You! Yes you the fella till today i can’t say the words I Love You to,
you make me upset and had to go thru the emo-ing phase. So what if I
Love You right? Its not like i ask you to love me back or like me
back.

i’ve friends telling me that i’m dumb to even fall for you. Love is a
feeling that its unexplainable for me. Its just a feeling that you
know you’re having it. And no Love is not infatuation. I know how to
differentiate between Love and Infatuation. Don’t ask me how but i
know la okay.

i get it you’re confused bout how i like you so much. But the question
you should be asking is why do i love you and not some other guy.
That’s the question i keep asking myself and till to this very day i
can’t find the answer to that question.

all i know is I Love You and i wanna be with you even though i know
that will never happen. *sigh* see how you effect me?

when i’m upset bout something related to you, my day will be so
restless and shity. You can make me feel like jumping off a bridge.

*sigh* the only way left now to not have anything related to you is to
not talk to you. But i know i can’t not talk to you. I must talk to
you or else i’ll be upset. At times i hate the person i become cause
of you.

my friends are just sick and tired of me going on and on bout you.
but what should i do? Its not like i can stop talking bout you. I feel
like you’re part of me even if you’re not. I don’t even have you but
yet i feel i’m loosing.

i feel so empty. Like really empty. *sigh*

i’m saying this publicly on my blog. Mr Ryan Atkins,

I Love You

even though we haven’t met or so call hang out. There i said it. Finally.

why am i even wasting my time saying that here when i know you wont
read it? *sigh*

i’m hurting badly

i wish things were different

I feel so stupid. I mean am i that desperado? You people wanna boycott
me for what? What the hell did i do to you till you wanna smack me and
what not.

i just don’t get what else do i have to do so you people can accept me
the way you accept the others. And you know what i’m done trying to
please all of you. When you people need help then you come find me. Or
else Ameera would just be some shit to you.

i’m done. I’m done trying to fit in. All i know is that if you can’t
accept me for the way i am then you people can go do whatever you
want. I wont give two fucks bout it anymore.

enough of the whole boycotting thingy la k? I do feel left out. And if
that’s you’re aim than congratulations you achieved it. Next time if
you don’t want me there whenever you’re there then just say it to my
face. Have the guts to say it to my face rather than talk behind my
back. Retards! Got brains to get loads of A’s for exams but in life
just bloody retards and childish.

DAVID COOK!

yes! David Cook is the winner of American Idol Season 7 of Year 2008! as expected, Ameera which is me, is a huge huge fan of David Cook.

i couldn’t watch the live results show of American Idol just because i had class. so what happened was, i told Ashikin to text me who the winner was as soon as its announced. so she did that. i was having English class with Madame Goh at that very moment when i receive Ashikin’s text! i screamed in class! i tell you, Madame Goh called crazy just because i was happily screaming that David Cook won American Idol… haha!

of course la i’m happy right, i’m a fan la right! haha.. anyhow, here are some pictures of David Cook.

Nat, told you David Cook would win… Not ARCHULETA! haha

xoxo

Ameera