Sugar Rush And Procrastinating

At the end of the day, there are some things you just can’t help but talk about. Some things we just don’t want to hear, and some things we say because we can’t be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they’re what you do. Some things you say because there’s no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves. – Meredith Grey.

I know that at the end of the day I would end up having at least one person to talk about anything at all. He may not want to know most the stuff I say. May not pay attention to the stuff i say or tell him. But at the end of it he’s there to listen. Just listen to all my rantings, whining, me being a baby, a spoilt brat, a dumb dumb or an idiot.  I admit i do keep things to myself. Back then when i had no one to really talk to and whine to aboiut the crappiest and silliest things ever.

I have to keep in mind that Ryan Atkins is not a girl =P KIDDING Ry. Of course I remember all the time that he is a guy. Well a GUY! who happens to be my GOODEST GUY FRIEND! I find the word best friend to be overated and Ryan knows that. Even Leyla knows that too.

Talking about Leyla, we went out on Friday to celbrate her birthday. Me and my two favorite girls got together to celebrate Leyla’s birthday. Went and watch Transformers 2 and then off to One Utama to have lunch and well just catch up. Talking about the randomest things, silly things made me realise how much I miss having them with me carying out ,y daily college routine. BUT! the good thing is Leyla will be back at HELP in August with me doing the same course. Hidayah? She’s off to Monash! Hope everything goes well for her!

I MISS YOU TWO ALREADY!

I thank you

Ryan Alexander Atkins

Leyla Kamilia Kamil

and

Nur Hidayah Abdul Rashid

for rocking my world =]

You know how sometimes you wish you can just go back in time and just things? The silly things you’ve done? Then I realise, the things you’ve done in the past is what makes you, YOU! Instead of longing oto the past, why don’t look forward to the future? Instead of being negative towards a certain something or someone, be positive for a change!

Believe in yourself and trust yourself that no matter what happens, no matter how bad things turn out to be, you’ll survive. Your world wont come crashing just because of something that you plan goes wrong. Take the challenge of making it better and learn from what has gone wrong.

I know I can be such a lazy ass person. I slept 19 hours on Saturday. Hence, my Saturday was just wasted. I procrastinate like hell. But who doesn’t? I know I’m a last minute person and I hell work well under the pressure of being last minute in order to get things done. But as long as I get it done its alright. Besides I’m not the only procrastinator in this whole wide world.

I may not be in love with anyone at this very moment. I may not love anyone more than a friend at this moment. But that does not mean I don’t love anyone else. =P Just the word LOVE is just over rated! Love need not to just be between a guy and a girl having this special thing going on with them. But love between friends is what I think most of us tends to forget. I may not say it as much. I may not say it to all my friends that I love them but that does not mean I dont love them. I do!

Ahh! okay enough crapping. I just had couple of nougats so on sugar rush at this moment. Thanks Ryan! =P Kidding!

Finaly Computing is done! Can get into bed and rest then fall asleep and head off to la la land xD Me and Hanee can get off right now and do whatever

Sleep. Its the easiest thing to do; you just close your eyes. but for so many of us, sleep seems out of grasp. we want it, but we don’t know how to get it. yet once we face our fears and turn to each other for help, night time isnt so scary because we realize even in the dark, we aren’t all alone. - Meredith Grey.

Nites!