Do The Hellen Keller And Talk With Your Hips!

This one part of 3OH3!’s Don’t Trust Me has been stuck on my mind for the pass few days. the phrase is just so plain silly but then again almost everyone is humming to this very silly song!

oh Hello! yes it has been a while since I really update it with proper updates. Been really busy lately with college and coping up with life itself. College is college. As usual people come and go. Some comes back to visit, some comes back to bum around and even some comes back to hang out with the juniors! Which I really think its just sad! But don’t bother what I think of anything alright =]

My midterms starts next week and I am as usual not ready for it at all. I’ve been procrastinating as usual. I mean who doesn’t? =P

“Sometimes when you’re young, you think nothing can hurt you. It’s like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans. Big plans. To find your perfect match. The one that completes you. But as you get older, you realize it’s not always that easy. It’s not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans. At the end, when you’re looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you’re leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.”

Sometimes, the silly little things can hurt you. Yeah I admit, some little things makes you realise how beautiful the world is but not all of those lil things are all good things. Some things makes you realise what a fool you have been. Or what a retard or psycho person you or I have been.

Its bullshit if you were to say you have not been hurt in life or let alone hurt anyone in life. Trust me, you have hurt someone in life even without you noticing it.

I make plans for my life. I made plans like where am I gonna be the next ten years or plans like what kind of degree and stuff. I have big plans. But plans remains plans unless you work your way through life and put in effort to make those plans work. Who fucking cares if I’ve failed in life before?

ARE YOU THE ONE LEADING MY LIFE OR ME?

And who fucking cares if I’ve failed some of my subjects? Are you the one paying for it? FUCKING HELL NO! I just don’t get how some people just can’t move on and go around bitching about the same bloody thing. And what’s funny is that I’m moving from whatever drama has been going on but some are not. People wake up. We are so not in high school anymore to be picking, bitching and hurting someone anymore. I believe at the age of 18 and 19, we are old enough to think of what is good and what is bad.

I’ve made mistakes in life. I’ve hurt people. And I’m sorry for it. A friend once told me:

Its not about how you make it up to them and show them how you are sorry. But its how you realize that you’ve hurt them and want to make things better.” – Jacob

Whatever done its done. Time to move on and just open a new chapter to the story of life. Like I have said before, I’m not perfect and I am still finding myself through this journey of life. I am certainly not lost. I clearly have no intentions to include some of the past happenings, past people or past experiences into my new chapter.

I want to make the most out of my life. I don’t want to turn back and regret later on. As of today, please if you have anything against me, just fucking come up to me. And no I aint giving everyone what they want. You want what you want, come up to me. I’m not gonna fucking care of what people think of me anymore and not gonna fucking care about what people bitch about me anymore.

I have such great people around who cares for me and accepts me for the way I am. And at the same time being there for me when I need them without fail, correcting me and helping me in the many ways they can. I thank you all for it. I love them to bits!

I may be sick in the head but I darn right know I am not the only one =]

Ps: This post wasn’t intended for anyone at all. So don’t get me wrong and think it was directed to someone.