The Feelings I Have Are Mostly Undescribeable.

It seems i’m the one whose taking this too hard.

NARYMY July 30, 2008

Filed under: Ameera — Ameera @ 3:43 pm

Happy Belated Birthday to one of my best freind.

Nor Ashikin Redzuan Yee Man Yee :p


even though we’re not that close still la i think we’re close. (i  know i know wth)

suppose to blog about this yesterday. but i was studying computing :p


this is her :p


yes yes she’s a malay. well she’s 3/4 chinese and 1/4 malay. :p


i’ve known her and got close to her wayy back in school.

this woman i tell you she  is sarcastic.

BUT

she’s nice and loving la k


and yes yes.

sorry guys

she’s married to

joey zehr

of The Click Five


and she looks damn shit skinny but but but

she eat damn

banyak!!!!!

LOL

anyways babe,

Happy Birthday. and i hope you had a good one with Kenny :p

and no matter what i want you to know that i’ll always be here for you.


last but not least

babe, you’re

AWESOME!

love youuuuuuu

lol


***THE END***

 

Finally July 30, 2008

Filed under: Ameera — Ameera @ 3:18 pm

Finally!

its finally the end of semester 1. and i am now in my LAST computing class for lab.  To be honest i am gonna miss all these classes. why? cause i wont be able to make noise in class anymore. i know there’s semester 2 and all. but still la, not everyonne’s gonna be in the same class anymore.


*sigh*


after this sure cannot kacau Mr Siva in class. can only kacau him along the corridor. aiyooo. i’m making it seem as if there’s no tommorrow. i ‘ll update more about semester 1 soon.

After finals, i wanna go watch movie!!!!!!!!!! who wanna come? :P



 

for MoJosh! :p July 24, 2008

Filed under: Ameera — Ameera @ 4:21 pm

MoJosh

JOSHUA YAP!

you owe me one :p

hehe good luck though. friends, mates help a friend of mine out. Josh needs as many help as he can get. please please please click here

later then copy and paste the HTML codes onto your blogs, websites or whatever alright? once you do that, inform me :p or you can inform Josh directly by spamming his chatbox on his blog :p

thanks :d

 

Thoughts July 23, 2008

Filed under: Ameera — Ameera @ 3:08 pm

“At some point you have to make a decision. Boundaries don’t keep other people out; they fence you in. Life is messy, that’s how we’re made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross. Here’s what I know. If you’re willing to throw caution to the wind and take a chance, the view from the other side is spectacular.”

i’m here back and once again feels like i’m loosing to my own journey of life. i just wish things were really different or at least it goes one at a time not everything happening at the same time. *sigh* yes i know everyone wishes things were different. and so do i

*sigh* with everything going on at the same time makes me feel restless, tired, content and just really helpless. the only reason which keeps me going now is you! yes you! those of you. who are the you(s)?

Ilianna bt Hashim

Vivian Teoh

Ashikin Yee

Dila Ariff

Nathan Lingard

Amelia Chan

Athirah Mat Sari

Leyla Kamilia

Hitakshi

Tarra Shaliny

Natalie Law

and last but not least, the most important one

Ryan Atkins

i wouldn’t know what would i do without you. and i know it sounds so stupid and ridiculous. but every morning i wake up, these people comes to my mind.  these people gives me hope and gives me the positive energy. they are the reason why i still go on and not wanna give up.

so what if i’m loosing to my own journey of life? i still have this great wonderful people and i will fight back and stand up on my feet back again. i’ll start a new fresh chapter of my life. if i can’t change things, i’ll make it better.

thank you my dear friends.

We can’t help ourselves. We see a line, we want to cross it. Maybe it’s the thrill of trading the familiar for the unfamiliar. A sort of personal dare. Only problem is, once you’ve crossed it’s almost impossible to go back. But if you do manage to make it back across that line you find safety in numbers.


 

Tagged By Angeline July 16, 2008

Filed under: Ameera — Ameera @ 3:22 pm

Instructions :
Remove one question from below and add in your own question, make it a total 20 questions. Then tag 8 people from your list. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them that they have been tagged.

1. At what age you wish to marry?
-After 26. LOL! IDK!.

2. Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
-Nope.(def no!)

3. Do you smoke?
-a big no NO NOOOOO 
 
4. What is the the latest gadget that you own ?
-err IDK!

5. Who did you mostly texted lately ?
-i dun really text much. BUT i do IM a lot though!

6. How old are you and are you a virgin ?
-17 going on 18. and YES, I’m a virgin. WHAT a STUPID question to ask!.

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
- FOOD.

8. State 3 people of the opposite sex that first comes to your mind.
- Nathan, Ryan, Joshua
 

9. Who will you most likely date?
*sigh* a bit the wrong question to ask. and like i would know who la right!

10. Who would you ask to go for a dance with?
- IDK la! maybe nathan! but his too farrrrrrr awaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy. so idk!

11. How many kids do you want ?
- 3! like angeline say, save money hahahahaha

12. Are you in love ?
- uhuh

13. Where is the latest restaurant you had dinner?
- Delicious.

14. What is your full name ?
-Ameera Surekha! (STUPID QUESTION)

15. Name the latest book you bought ?
- Loving Danny by Hilarry Freeman

16. Do you like your relatives ?
- some la. cause i dun know all of them.

17. Name the first person that comes into your mind now.
- ETHAN MENTZER!

18. The most exciting place you want to go ?
- ITALY!

19. Hugs or Kisses ?
- both!

20. Single or attached ?
- single.

21. What are you feeling right now?
-bummed

22. Point out 5 things about the person who tag you.
- perky
- smiley
- BUBBLY
- friendly
- happy go lucky!.

The 8 taggeess:

  1. Nathan
  2. Joshua Yap
  3. Dila
  4. Ilianna
  5. Tarra
  6. Ryan A
  7. Kenny
  8. Gordon
 

Quotes July 16, 2008

Filed under: Ameera — Ameera @ 3:11 pm

At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to
be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend
not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose
who we want to remain close to, and once we’ve chosen those people, we tend to
stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with
you at the end of the day - those are the ones worth keeping. And sure,
sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal
space, it can be exactly what you need.

-Grey’s Anatomy, Meredith Grey

 

POST 119 July 14, 2008

Filed under: Ameera — Ameera @ 1:35 am

with my current mood, i just felt that i could somewhat relate to the song lyrics below.

***

When I look up in the sky I see you
Then I turn and close my eyes
It’s you
When I’m sitting all alone in my room
Everything reminds me of you

I’m standing before you with this label on my head
I’m pleading before you for you to understand
How much I adore you
I’ll be there till the end
When everything falls down
Will you hold my hand

****

I’ve waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I’ve waited
This is true

****

Cause everything inside me looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I’ll take

I’m on fire
When You speak
And I’m on fire
Burning at these mysteries
These mysteries…

****

Don’t look away
Don’t run away
Hey baby it’s only life
Don’t lose your faith
Don’t run away
Hey baby its only life
Yea it’s only life

****

I’m falling in your clouds
of heaven today, today
I’m in love with you, I’m in love with you
And my love is true, and
when tomorrow has begun, yesterday is gone

****

I’m getting over you
I’m getting over you most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I’ll believe it like it’s true
I’m getting over you

 

Update Update July 3, 2008

OH MY FREAK!

its been a while since i really updated my blog and really posted stuff that has been going on lately. Apologies from me for not been updating!

To be honest, i really don’t have much to blog about besides college. so far college is going on fine. Its fun. mid terms are done and over with. Coming next is Quiz 2 which is next week. Not forgetting Oral presentation in 2 weeks time. and guess what i’m gonna be talking bout. i’m gonna be talking about

THE CLICK FIVE!

yes i know crazy much but what the hell la right. as long as I’m happy then who cares. its my marks anyway :p

College is fun when you have people like Ashikin, Dila, Marc, Josh, NAT, Jeremy, Rachel, Tanuj, Angeline, Tarra and not forgetting FRENCHY!

i don’t really see Amelia and Hitakshi in college much these days. :(

the whole issue with him. well i do not know what to say bout it. i guess i’ll just play along. i can’t even stop talking to him. hence, i am stuck wondering how on earth do i get over him. till then i know i’m just torturing myself by wanting, waiting, hoping, flipping, upset-ing, emo-ing, and ugh! i lost my thought of words! *sigh*


As most of you know, the MTV Asia Awards are coming to town in less than 30 days. and i’ve manage to gain some information about the event on whose performing and what not. and trust me, the information are from very very trusted source of informers. hehe.

so less than 30 days i will be seeing

THE CLICK FIVE

AGAIN

30 Seconds To Mars

Leona Lewis

Daughtry

and so much more

cool huh?

but but but! the best part is!

yeah you got that right!

the best part is THE CLICK FIVE la! haha!

no other artiste has done this before. no other artiste has came back to the same place after they performed just less then 2 months. but who cares! its THE CLICK FIVE DUDE! We as in THE CLICK 4 consisting of me, Ashikin, Dila and Ili will once again rock our socks off by seeing them live!

ETHANNNNNNNN!!!!!!

JOEYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

KYLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

BENNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!

JOEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehe! ok that’s all for now. i shall post up some pictures of Fete De La Musique soon.

If i say it like i mean it
then maybe i’ll believe it
like its true
i’m getting over you

 

Johan Johan hehe July 1, 2008

Filed under: Ameera — Ameera @ 8:51 pm

okay! this post is dedicated to Johan! our as in Me, Dila and Ashikin’s new best friend, our so call big brother, our protector. hehe! he loves us :p

Jeo Kay says (8:23 PM):
u guys got SOOOOOOO much potential and will go far.
Jeo Kay says (8:23 PM):
which is why i love each and everyone one of you ;)

hehe! Johan loves us!

we love you too Johan!

call us whenever you feel like calling us k? and yes play Click Five songs every time you go on air. :p we will be here taking your calls and replying your text! even though at times its just a

hmmmmpphh

reply. hehe!