You! Yes you the fella till today i can’t say the words I Love You to,
you make me upset and had to go thru the emo-ing phase. So what if I
Love You right? Its not like i ask you to love me back or like me
back.

i’ve friends telling me that i’m dumb to even fall for you. Love is a
feeling that its unexplainable for me. Its just a feeling that you
know you’re having it. And no Love is not infatuation. I know how to
differentiate between Love and Infatuation. Don’t ask me how but i
know la okay.

i get it you’re confused bout how i like you so much. But the question
you should be asking is why do i love you and not some other guy.
That’s the question i keep asking myself and till to this very day i
can’t find the answer to that question.

all i know is I Love You and i wanna be with you even though i know
that will never happen. *sigh* see how you effect me?

when i’m upset bout something related to you, my day will be so
restless and shity. You can make me feel like jumping off a bridge.

*sigh* the only way left now to not have anything related to you is to
not talk to you. But i know i can’t not talk to you. I must talk to
you or else i’ll be upset. At times i hate the person i become cause
of you.

my friends are just sick and tired of me going on and on bout you.
but what should i do? Its not like i can stop talking bout you. I feel
like you’re part of me even if you’re not. I don’t even have you but
yet i feel i’m loosing.

i feel so empty. Like really empty. *sigh*

i’m saying this publicly on my blog. Mr Ryan Atkins,

I Love You

even though we haven’t met or so call hang out. There i said it. Finally.

why am i even wasting my time saying that here when i know you wont
read it? *sigh*

i’m hurting badly

i wish things were different