The Feelings I Have Are Mostly Undescribeable.

It seems i’m the one whose taking this too hard.

Here I Am May 11, 2008

Filed under: Ameera, Craps, Dunno, Life, Nonsense, bff, college, friends, random — Ameera @ 1:56 pm
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once again! i apologise due to my lack of not updating my blog for almost 3 weeks now.

let’s start with the updates shall we?

alrightey! lets’ see. i started college last monday at HELP UC. obviously made new friends. Natalie, Evon, Yu Jin, Mages etc. and of course la Ashikin, Amelia, Takshi and Dila are there too. not forgetting Leyla. so far collge is ok la. but my math class sucks balls! i’m serious! it sucks so bad! my computing principal class is kinda fun la. well at least i think its fun :P

my first day of college was kinda boring a bit la! i felt alone. normal la right? cause new environment and what not. but later than i started making new friends and walk around college with thme and all la. Ashikin says i walk with new friends everyday haha. this dude i met, his name is Yu Jin. we’re in the same classes for ALL subjects. and i’m telling you, this idiot wants to go to TAYLOR’s College now! ass-holic you! and yeah Ry has been helping me with my Math homework. so thanky thanky Ry!

actually right, i’m lazy to blog! but i shall continue blogging la. cause a lot has happened since the last post. hmmm… for these past few days i’ve been very very happy and i’ve reason why should i be happy. but coming to think of it, i don’t have to have a reason to be happy. like thira says, i don’t have to show everyone that i’m sad and sick! i don’t need symphaty from everyone. anyways, yea been happy lately. thanks to him, him, her, her and him.

the first him. this him makes me smile even when i’m like really really sad. makes me feel so special and loved. he makes me so happy and he makes me laugh like no one else can. he makes me feel worthy eventhough there is one her who makes me feel worthless. which is sad that this one her makes me feel that way. cause i love her like how i love all my other girlfriends and will do anything for them but then again, him says that no matter what her does, him will always be here for me. and yes, him loves me :P

second him! RY! he finally got facebook. why did he get facebook? cause he love us. haha. and of course la this him is always there for me too right? and yeah he knows everything and i mean everything! this him i tell you, eventhough he’s so lazy, he’s such a smart ass. i’m serious! lol :P

her and her. one is my bestest friend ever and the other one is my new friend. this 2 hers, makes me laugh and go crazy. i keep borrowing her dresses and the other her keeps walking around with me in college eventhough i’m too crazy and hyper for her. haha. btw, her has a boyfriend. well at least sort of. and i’m so happy for her :P i dun really have much to say bout the other her cause we’ve only known each other for like a week? and yet i’ve already felt that bond that i can click with her la!

and yes dila! i got you marie digby passes! lol :P

k k i’m gonna go now. at least i updated it didn’t i? till the next post which i don’t know when, you all take care :P

xoxo
Ameera

 

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