i wont April 26, 2008

care! yes! as of today onwards, i will not care bout a single thing when it comes to my father and her! if anything happens to me later on.. i will not care.. all i know is that all this crap has to end today and it has to end now. i wont care if they throw me out of the house. cause to what i know, i don’t need them. andi have people who actually cares for me and are there to support me nevertheless to back me up. so at 2.30 or 3pm later, i will go home. i will listen to all their screamings. i will take the whatever bank cards that it is with her, and i will end all of the craps and shits today. if it gets any worst, i will take legal actions. and trust me i will do it. enough is enough!!

I don’t need all of this funny funny shits at home. and you know what, i know that once i end all this, it will get better. and i’ll be happier cause i don’t need to face this whole shits ever again.

once i turn 18 i will no longer bound to y’ll.. and even though there’s 5 more months till i’m 18, i will end all this crap and shitty stuff today. i will be free from you! and i will finally get to be me. (yes i’m a drama queen)

so if anyone else has problems with me than too bad..  you can go die cause i wont fucking care. i know i have people who cares and yes Amelia i know i have god with me always

till then i’ll post next time.. i feel so much better after this

Ameera