i wont April 26, 2008

care! yes! as of today onwards, i will not care bout a single thing when it comes to my father and her! if anything happens to me later on.. i will not care.. all i know is that all this crap has to end today and it has to end now. i wont care if they throw me out of the house. cause to what i know, i don’t need them. andi have people who actually cares for me and are there to support me nevertheless to back me up. so at 2.30 or 3pm later, i will go home. i will listen to all their screamings. i will take the whatever bank cards that it is with her, and i will end all of the craps and shits today. if it gets any worst, i will take legal actions. and trust me i will do it. enough is enough!!

I don’t need all of this funny funny shits at home. and you know what, i know that once i end all this, it will get better. and i’ll be happier cause i don’t need to face this whole shits ever again.

once i turn 18 i will no longer bound to y’ll.. and even though there’s 5 more months till i’m 18, i will end all this crap and shitty stuff today. i will be free from you! and i will finally get to be me. (yes i’m a drama queen)

so if anyone else has problems with me than too bad..  you can go die cause i wont fucking care. i know i have people who cares and yes Amelia i know i have god with me always

till then i’ll post next time.. i feel so much better after this

Ameera

i am April 21, 2008

full of emotions!

yup! only Thira and Mark knows what’s going on. and to be honest, i could really use a hug from Ili and Amelia right this very moment.

a big part of me is upset bout what you said last night. and yes a very small part is happy cause you were being honest. Of course i’d be upset i mean who wouldn’t? yes i am upset after what you said last night. you say you’re crushing on someone and when that someone finally responds to it you say that you see things happening for us but you love someone else and you’re happy that you don’t see things happening with her. WTH!!! yes upset-ing!

what’s more upset-ing is that you’re pretending as if nothing happened and you haven’t said anything at all. UPSET-ING! i’m upset and annoyed at the same time. i don’t know la. i don’t know what to say and i have nothing to say. yea my English may suck but there’s nothing else i can do. and trust me being the person that i am, i wont do anything! so face it! i will say okay all the time. i don’t care! GAH!

where is Ryan A when you need him? oh right in Phuket. Ry if you’re reading this, get on msn! i need to talk to you like right NOW!!!

and Dila, i know what it feels like of not knowing where are we standing! *sigh*

upset-ing
Ameera

Tagged by Denise April 14, 2008

Real Name : Ameera Surekha
Nickname : Ameera, Meera. Ams, Ame, Biatch etc
Married : is before u get divorved?? lolz… <—– Agrred lol
Short/ Long Hair :  Medium… but i say short
Are u a health freak : hahaha dunno! i guess not! i eat whatever i want!!!
Height : 5′ 6″
Do u have a crush on someone? : yup
Do u like yourself : hahaha…tis question got me fer a moment…like wth <—- AGREED!!! LIKE WTH!!!!!
Piercings : yeah
Righty of lefty : right

FIRST

Surgery : when i was 5
person u see in the morning : ME?<—- YUP
Award : when i was 6
Sport you Joined: track running
Pet : cat
Vacation : can’t remember
Concert : Good Charlotte <—- i took her there!!! for me its incubus!
First crush : can’t remember

CURRENTLY

Eating: nothing
Drinking: H2O
I’m about to : do nothing?

YOUR FUTURE

Want kids? : yeah 3 of them
Want to get married: after 26

Which is better?

Lips or eyes?: eyes
Hugs or kisses: both
Shorter or taller?: taller if he’s gonna be my partner
Romantic or spontaneous: both
Sensitive or loud: both la
Troublemaker or hesitant?: Troublemaker yeah!!

Have you ever….

Kissed a stranger?: nahh…u wanna get sued for doin tt in tis country ka?! <—- AGREED!!! gagaga
Drank bubbles: HELL NO!!!!!
Lost glasses/contacts: both yes
Ran away from home: ………..
Liked someone younger: hahaha yeah
Liked someone older: yeah
Broke someone’s heart: dunno i guess so
Cried when someone died: yeah!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

Yourself?: yeah
Miracles: yes
Heaven: yeah
Santa Claus: hahaha no?
Magic: no?
Angels: yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY…

Is there someone you want to be with right now?: yeah
Do u believe in God?: yeah i do

Tag 5 people:
Ili, Viv, Dila, Amelia, and Sophia

Thank You from the bottom of my heart :D April 13, 2008

Ilianna

Ashikin

Amelia

Dila

Viv

Athirah

Ryan A

Denise

David

Sam

Ryan M

Ben

Sophia

Steven

Mark

Jamie

Jacob

Tim

Harjeet

My nieces and nephews

Adrian

all my friends

all my online buddies

all the people who have been by my side

Thank you so much for just being there and supporting me. you people make me realise
life is worth living for. Thank you for listening to all my craps and stories. thank you for just being there to lend me a shoulder to cry on. thank you for all the advice, hopes and encouragement. Thank you for being my strength. thank you for being such awesome
friends.
thank you for everything.
i am truly blessed to have you all in my life. i love you all!

thank you VIV April 13, 2008

here i am blogging on a sunday yet again. and no its not a sunday morning but its the sunday afternoon!

i’m truly thankful to have such awesome friend like you Viv! thank you for dedicating a blog post for me. distnace between you and me maybe the obstacle but you’ll always be in my heart and in my mind!
thank you so much for the support and all the laughs. i will continue telling you stories  i will continue bonding with you on MSN, Myspace and Facebook.

thank you Viv!

and yes I LOVE YOU TOO! 

xoxo
Ameera

ps: for those of u who are still blur of what i’m talking about then click here

Finally! April 11, 2008

yes!

finally i’m updating my blog! after almost 2 weeks of not updating it 
wasn’t really in mood of updating and all. so last 2 weeks me and my girlfriends
got together to celebrate Dila and Takshi’s birthday at The Curve. We walked around
Cineleisure while waiting for Ili to arrive(yeah she was the last one to arrive) then we
just walk around and finally sat somewhere near the escalotor and cam whored! lol!
later than few of them just when ice cream shopping at New Zealand Neautrals.
which kinda reminds me of Dila’s version of One Pint of Ice Cream was prounounce
as ONE PIN! gagagaga… LOL sorry!

After that we head off to Italianese for dinner! so yea! i’ve uploaded the long video
earlier. so u people can watch them

okay okay enough bout the outing….

———————————————————————————-

Viv has left for UK and Ben left for Germany today. 
i just hope that they’ll be fine and taking good care of themselves 
and ya know what, i miss my girlfriends! yes women! i miss y’ll! gah! and i’m
missing someone else too haha what else have i been up to? nothing. i damn malas
wanna continue updating now… well at least i updted it after almost 2 weeks right? hahahaha… till the next post. u people take care! love y’ll

xoxo
Ameera

Tagged by Dila :D April 11, 2008

You

First Name: Ameera
Nickname: Ameera/Meera/Ams/Ame
Name you wish you had: My Name seems fine!
What do people normally mistake your name as: Amirah! gah! its wrongly spelt!!!
Birthday: September 18th
Birthplace: Malaysia la!
Time of Birth: errr… idk!
Single or taken: 51% Single! hahaha! yeah Single
Zodiac sign: Virgo

Your Appearence

Height: 5 foot something la!!!! or 165 cm! SHORT! i KNOW!
Wish you were taller: a bit! like 1 or 2 cm taller hahaha
Eye colour: dark! lol
Eye colour you want: i’m happy with the way i am!
Natural Hair color: Dark brown!
Current Hair color:hair colour is still natural la idiot!
Short or long hair: Inot so short not so long! but yeah short! gagagagaga
Ever dyed your hair a bizarre colour: Not Yet!!!!
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair: never did anything dramatic! and yeah i don’t tend to keep long hair! it just annoys me! FREAKING HOT!
Glasses or contacts: i used to use glasses but now no more
Do you wear make-up: Mostly when i go out! but nothing bizare!
Ever had hair extensions: nope! and don’t need it!
Painted your nails: like GAZILLION times! lol

In the opposite gender

What colour eyes: anything la! it doesn’t bother me! cause its not the colour of the eyes that matters! its who he is!
What colour hair: Anything la! as long as its not all those funny funny colours its fine
Shy or Outgoing: both!
Looks or personality: errr both? i would lie if i say looks doesn’t attract me
Sexy or Cute: both both!
Serious or Fun: both la! there are times he has to be serious right? what la!
Older or Younger than you: anything la! not too young and not too old…gagagaga
A turn on: personality,their smiles
A turn off: ass-holic, jerks and druggies!
Flowers or Chocolates: Both
Pepsi or Coke: Er.. Both?
Rap or Rock: Rock
Relationship or one night stand: stupid question! relationship la u swinging bowl!
School or Work: school and work!
Love or Money: i wanna have both
Movies or Music:me like both
Country or City: city la!
Sunny or Rainy days: depends la
Friends or Family: Friends then Family

Have you ever

Lied: aha
Stole something: yeah from my brother… like his charger and all… lol… and his tv… gagaga
Smoked: once! bluek! never again
Hurt someone close to you: yeah.
Broken someone’s heart: i guess
Had your heart broken: yup
Wondered what was wrong with you: Most of the time
Wish you were a prince/princess: sometimes
Liked someone who was taken: yeah
Shaved your head: HELL NO!
Been in love: yup
Used chopsticks: yup yup
Sang in the mirror to yourself: LOL

Favorites

Flower:na da!
Candy: SKITTLES!
Song: A lot la
Scent: Vanilla
Colour: red,white, purple, black, yellow, blue etc etc
Movie: banyak giler!!!! which means too many!
Singer: Ryan Cabrera Switchfoot, etc etc
Word: hahahahahahahahahaha! don’t ask! too many! lol.
Junk food: chips
Website: entah! dunno la
Animal: cats
Ever cried over someone: Yes.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself:doesn’t everyone wishes that?
Do you think you’re attractive: nope
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose: NONE
Do you play any sports: not anymore

List 8 random facts about yourself and tag 8 people.

Facts

1.i broke my keyboard 3 times
2. i sing in the shower and my shower cap is really proud of me! lol
3. my friends are my everything!
4. I don’t cook and never will
5. i’m loud
6. me like food!
7. i wanna go to college
8. i like someone

Tags

1. Viv
2. Tim
3. Amelia.
4. Ilianna
5. Sophia
6. Sam
7. Jamie (NICK) lol
8. Athira

xoxo

Ameera

For Ameera. April 11, 2008

Cos You are The Greatest Friend of All

When I first knew you,
We have our differences,
And sooner or later,
We got along fine.

But then there’s a light,
Shining down on you,
You will be my friend,
And I will be yours,
Forever and true.

Whenever I feel lonely,
You were always there,
Whenever I feel down,
You are right beside me, standing.

You gave me your hand,
You pull me up,
And you never let me fall,
Cos you are the greatest friend of all.

I promise,
I would never let you down,
Help you through all the pains,
And guide you through all the sorrows.

Misguided events,
Won’t tear us apart,
Whatever dreams we have,
Will come true,
If it wasn’t for you, my friend.

You are the greatest friend of all,
A gift from heaven,
Thank you.

Love, Viv xxx.

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