I’M HERE! STILL HERE! WILL BE HERE! And GONNA BE HERE!

I couldn’t do it…. Yes Ryan i couldn’t…. I’m afraid….
i keep having these voices in my head telling me what to and what not to do…. I know it sounds insane…. I mean it is insane…. I finally came to my sense before i actually did do anything stupid. Rephrase further stupid….
i maybe stuck lying [...]

Like WTF!

Hey y’ll!
wow i realise that my last blog post has been kinda sad or shall i say emotional…. Don’t worry i’ll TRY to make this an exceptional….
i happen to so can’t view my blog site and i have no idea why…. The weird thing is i can view the admin site to post up new [...]

and we were meant to live

“Sometimes i wish i could save you and there’s so many things that i want you to know,I wont give up till its over,if it takes you forever,i want you to know
You’re just skin and bones,there’s nothing left to take.No matter what i do I cant make you feel better if only i could find [...]

YOU!

Talking to you
makes me think
you make me feel
that i am meant to live
you cheer me up
when i’m down
your’re there for me
when i need you
you make me
wanna fight this thing
you make me feel that
life is just more than a game
talking to you
makes me smile
even when i’m
at a worst situation
you have the ability
to make me smile
you have [...]

I asked questions…. But no one seems to answer.

Hopeless! That’s the only word i can say to express what it is that i’m feeling. At this point where i really needed someone to really talk to, vent at and cry at i realise that there’s not even a single soul whose actually would wanna listen to me or just be here for me.
i [...]

I’ve feelings for you

I never knew
I would feel this way about you
I never knew
I would fall for you it just hit me
A stranger like you
Who just doesn’t know who I am
Says that you’re gonna be there for me
And help me out whichever way you can
That really meant something for me
It meant so much to me
I may not know [...]

SAD!!! What??!!!

SAD! What? Its Singles Awareness Day you fools! Lol…. Haha…. There’s even a party to celebrate SAD! Lol…. I know funny…. But hey at least there’s a day for the singles
here’s what i did for v-day or shall i say SAD!
woke up at 7 as usual…. Went for a jog…. Got home…. Showered…. [...]

Ryan WHO? Ryan Cabrera you fools!

I was just listening to Ryan Cabrera’s songs earlier…. Nope not Ryan A…. This is Ryan Cabrera…. If Ryan A sings its gonna rain…. But both Ryan’s plays guitar…. Lol….
that’s not what i wanted to say….. Anyways, i was listening to Ryan Cabrera’s songs and still listening to it now…. It reminded me of Ili [...]

Its out NEXT WEEK??? Damn!

Results out next week? WTF! It isn’t suppose to be out till like March! When i heard that SPM results might be out next week…. I was like that’s it…. Doom’s day is coming! Damn!
i freaked out! But then Jacob, Sam and the rest was like calm down…. Relax and stuff….
let’s recap….
2007
its [...]

V-Day? Err…. Forget it!

Hey y’ll!
yup its here….. Its V-Day…. I know its annoying to some of us…. But wtf! Its just a day…. Unless they give us a holiday for V-day…. Then at least it would be fun for some of us….
i do admit…. V-Day gets on me sometimes…. But if i’m just gonna sit and think about [...]