Hey!
the fact that there’s been too many stuff going on has made me just not me…. As in i tend to blew up at some people…. For instance Sam…. I called him a fucking retard when his not…. And when Matt tried talking to me bout some stuff…. Its the fact that i’ve been really really really messed up lately has caused all the blew ups….
i’d like to apologize to each and everyone of you…. I’ve been really distracted lately and i just tend to let out all the anger to my friends which by the way doesn’t deserve it…
a friend of mine…. Ashikin to be exact…. She has recently undergone a surgery…. Surgery for her spine…. She’s back home now…. And let’s hope she gets well real soon and there would not be anymore pain for her….
an aunt of mine…. Aunty Dolly…. She’s going thru some conflict as well…. I hope everything goes fine for her as well as everythin goes back to normal for her….
yes…. I’m admitting this now…. I happen to be the most useless friend on earth…. A friend like me? No one should have a friend like me…. I suck! Yes i do…. That’s the biggest fact…. Ameera, which happens to be me…. Is the most useless person on earth…. I’m really sorry for all the crap i threw to all my friends….
but somehow or rather i’d still like to thank my friends who’ve been there for me thru my shity times(which happens to be now)…. And i’m sorry i’ve been such an arse lately….
to sam…. I’m really sorry i called u a fucking retard…. But to be honest…. Ur not a retard…. U happen to be one of the most awesomest friend i’ve ever met….
To David…. Thank you for listening to all my craps lately…. And its always good to get to talk to u….
To matt…. I’m really sorry for all the shits i threw to u and all the blew ups….
To Christian…. Thank you dude…. Thank you so much for listenin to all my craps and thank you for telling me on what i should look forward to in Heroes Season 2…. Which by the way you only told me a bit…. Lol…. And sorry for bugging you bout physics all the time…. And thanks for that website which actually thought me what exactly physics is bout….
To Sophia…. Thank you so so much for being there for me when i need u the most or when i really someone to talk to….
To my best buddie…. Ili! Dude(she’s a girl btw)… U rock…. Thank you so fucking much for everything…. U rock! And i’m sorry for all the craps
To Amelia…. Babe…. It was one of the most best times of my life when i spent time with u…. Ur a great actor…. Hope to catch with u soon….
To Ashikin…. Get well soon…. Seriously…. Ryan needs u… Lol…. And yes thank you for all the Lit Night experience….
To Dila…. Dude…. Though i dunno you that well…. I think ur awesome and thank you for everything…..
To Denise…. Bitch! I’m gonna miss u…. We don’t have anymore classes together…. Thank you for the good times….
To Ashvin…. Thank you thank you thank you! Thank you so so so fucking much…. For everythin…. For all the good times…. And thank you for being there for me when i’m down….and sorry for all the craps
To Adrian…. Dude…. U rock! Ur one of the most unique person i’ve ever met…. And i really hope all the Ford Models, Channel V, Mtv etc works out for ya….. I’ll still help you out here…. I’ll do what i can…. And dude…. Thank you!! And sorry for all the i’m gonna baling you shit…. And oh oh…. Ur stuff is still with me…. By the way…. U still owe me coffee…. Lol….
To Low Yin Li…. Dude…. Thanx! Seriously Thanx…. From now on u gotta handle the bilik pas with others…. Good luck with that….
A new friend of mine…. Nathan…. Who actually needs a getaway…. He’s an awesome dude…. I can tell…. And don’t worry dude…. All the shit will be over…. Just give it time….
to mark…. Who also happens to need a getaway in switzerland…. Don’t worry too much….
i’m so pathetic that i even wrote a really long post to apologise to my friends…. That actually made me realise that without my friends i’d be no one…. All of you has helped me a lot…. In many ways as well…. I thanked each and everyone of you from the bottom of my heart…. And i’m really sorry i’m not a good or a great friend like how you all are to me….
i luv all of you…. I’m sorry i didn’t mention some of ur names…. But i’d like to personally thanked all of you and i’d like to apologise for all the craps….
xoxo
ameera
