In College and is Freaking BORED May 15, 2008

yeah i’m in college now and i’m bored. i finished my class at 11am today and now its 1.33pm. i’m waiting for Nat to finish class. and yeah i saw the cute guy today! after my English class today, i went to Ali Maju to get food la kan! cause i was hungry i drag Aziz, Rahel and Shalini along. couldn’t drag Nat cause she was having class! so there was me having my food!

and yeah Nat, i spoke to Aziz bout business plan and he was like ” I have one at home and its bout packaging goods” with his accent la. he’s from Uzbekistan. if that is how you spell it so yeah. my English lecturer told us today that quiz is coming up soon! and ask Mark when is the soon like. he’s like its either week 4 or week 5!

WEEK 4 or WEEK 5?

its already week 3 now. and math quiz is also coming up! and business plan is due in week 5! i tell you everything seems to be in week 5! gah!!! this Atkins fella, i ask him to help me with business plan he told me to do something like nestle! i was like huh!?!?!?!? what? then he went offline -_-

and i’m so happy that David Cook made it to the finals of American Idol! he is so so AWESOME!!!! just had to say it

i have maths class tomorrow and english. Nat is not coming for classes tomorrow. SWT! so tomorrow i can’t go “psss or NAT” lol. i do that all the time. i’ll be either at the other end of the hallway and i’ll just shout her name out loud. haha! and she hates that! and trust me Nat, you will go “cute guy cute guy or hot guy hot guy” one day yes yes Nat i know i’m loud. Nat is my soon to be best friend i just can click with her la

i haven’t really had time to be posting up pictures and i apologise for that. hence, from now on i will post at least one picture a week alright?

i’ve no classes this Monday cause its a public holiday so i guess i wont have to wake up at 5.30 me and Aziz were talking bout sleep earlier cause he is always complaining on how much he loves his sleep and not wanting to wake up early in the morning. i told him i normally doze off at bout 2-ish in the morning and be up by 5.30 and he was like “WHAT???? how can you do that” i just started laughing.

i’d like to apologise to my friend Dila bout the whole Marie Digby thingy. sorry Dila i didn’t know that those weren’t the passes but i hope you had fun at her showcase

and ATKINS! you need to send NOUGAT! i tell you all of us here are dying for it! i’m serious! and yes man help me with all the business plan shit ok? and don’t say nestle stuff and make me go huh!

k k enough blogging for today.

toodles

xoxo

Ameera

Tagged by May 11, 2008

Natalie and Dila

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
right now? getting thru college and my loved ones are important to me.you said most important lol.

2. What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
err.. food after class yesterday?

3. Where do you wish to get married?
haven’t thought bout where yet but yeah once i decided i’ll let you know
4. How old do you think you’ll be permanently owned by your lover?
like Nat says, let FATE do the talking
5. Are you in love?
yeah. and trust me everyone is in love. just the matter fact who with. even if if its your mom or whoever it is still love isn’t it? :X
6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
KFC? with Nat
7. Name the latest book you bought?
My Computing Principles Text Book
8. What is your full name?
Ameera Surekha? why ar?
9. Do you prefer mother or father?
lol? is this even a question? NEXT!
10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
one person only? so not fair! i wanna meet everyone! yeah everyone! specially those i haven’t met la. wth am i talkinh now? NEXT!
11. Christina or Britney?
Christina for her voice and Britney for dance moves? actually dunno la… don’t care
12. Do you do your own laundry?
the washing machine does it lol.
13. The most exciting place you want to go?
most exciting place? hmmm anywhere.

14. Hugs or kisses?
err both?

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
- Giggles a lot
- My new buddy

- Very kepoh
- Loud
- very very very intelligent

8 things I’m passionate about
- My Friends
- My Nieces And Nephews
- Music
- Photography
- Videography
- My Cousins
- Literature
- Getting Better8 things I say too often
- Ass you
- Oi
- Lol
- hey
- ass-holic
- wth
- okayyy
- idk

8 books I’ve read recently
- Loving Danny
- Galaxie Magazine
- Seventeen Magazine
- CLEO Magazine
- Message in A Bottle
- Computing Concepts edition 10 (College)
- Intermediate English (College)
- Lab Handbook (College)

8 songs I could listen to over and over again
- True by Ryan Cabrera
- Unbreakable by Westlife
- Finally by Fergie
- Say it Again by Marie Digby
- Shadow Proves the sunshine by Switchfoot
- 周You by Switchfoot
- Shadow of The Day by LP
- Way BAck Into Love from the Music And Lyrics Soundtrack
a lot more la! like Nat says 8 isn’t enough

8 things I learnt last year
- always be positive
- everything is possible if you just believe
- things happen for a reason.
- never look back. shit happens all the time. but let it go. move on with life.
- what’s past stays in the past.
- What goes around comes around (learnt it from adrian)
- no matter what happens there will always be others or at least one person to be by your side
- smile evn though things aren’t going your way

8 people you tag
~ Tim
~ Ryan A
~ Ili
~ Viv
~ Thirah
~ Evon
~ Mark
~ Ashikin (though i know she wont do it)

Here I Am May 11, 2008

once again! i apologise due to my lack of not updating my blog for almost 3 weeks now.

let’s start with the updates shall we?

alrightey! lets’ see. i started college last monday at HELP UC. obviously made new friends. Natalie, Evon, Yu Jin, Mages etc. and of course la Ashikin, Amelia, Takshi and Dila are there too. not forgetting Leyla. so far collge is ok la. but my math class sucks balls! i’m serious! it sucks so bad! my computing principal class is kinda fun la. well at least i think its fun

my first day of college was kinda boring a bit la! i felt alone. normal la right? cause new environment and what not. but later than i started making new friends and walk around college with thme and all la. Ashikin says i walk with new friends everyday haha. this dude i met, his name is Yu Jin. we’re in the same classes for ALL subjects. and i’m telling you, this idiot wants to go to TAYLOR’s College now! ass-holic you! and yeah Ry has been helping me with my Math homework. so thanky thanky Ry!

actually right, i’m lazy to blog! but i shall continue blogging la. cause a lot has happened since the last post. hmmm… for these past few days i’ve been very very happy and i’ve reason why should i be happy. but coming to think of it, i don’t have to have a reason to be happy. like thira says, i don’t have to show everyone that i’m sad and sick! i don’t need symphaty from everyone. anyways, yea been happy lately. thanks to him, him, her, her and him.

the first him. this him makes me smile even when i’m like really really sad. makes me feel so special and loved. he makes me so happy and he makes me laugh like no one else can. he makes me feel worthy eventhough there is one her who makes me feel worthless. which is sad that this one her makes me feel that way. cause i love her like how i love all my other girlfriends and will do anything for them but then again, him says that no matter what her does, him will always be here for me. and yes, him loves me

second him! RY! he finally got facebook. why did he get facebook? cause he love us. haha. and of course la this him is always there for me too right? and yeah he knows everything and i mean everything! this him i tell you, eventhough he’s so lazy, he’s such a smart ass. i’m serious! lol

her and her. one is my bestest friend ever and the other one is my new friend. this 2 hers, makes me laugh and go crazy. i keep borrowing her dresses and the other her keeps walking around with me in college eventhough i’m too crazy and hyper for her. haha. btw, her has a boyfriend. well at least sort of. and i’m so happy for her i dun really have much to say bout the other her cause we’ve only known each other for like a week? and yet i’ve already felt that bond that i can click with her la!

and yes dila! i got you marie digby passes! lol

k k i’m gonna go now. at least i updated it didn’t i? till the next post which i don’t know when, you all take care

xoxo
Ameera

i wont April 26, 2008

care! yes! as of today onwards, i will not care bout a single thing when it comes to my father and her! if anything happens to me later on.. i will not care.. all i know is that all this crap has to end today and it has to end now. i wont care if they throw me out of the house. cause to what i know, i don’t need them. andi have people who actually cares for me and are there to support me nevertheless to back me up. so at 2.30 or 3pm later, i will go home. i will listen to all their screamings. i will take the whatever bank cards that it is with her, and i will end all of the craps and shits today. if it gets any worst, i will take legal actions. and trust me i will do it. enough is enough!!

I don’t need all of this funny funny shits at home. and you know what, i know that once i end all this, it will get better. and i’ll be happier cause i don’t need to face this whole shits ever again.

once i turn 18 i will no longer bound to y’ll.. and even though there’s 5 more months till i’m 18, i will end all this crap and shitty stuff today. i will be free from you! and i will finally get to be me. (yes i’m a drama queen)

so if anyone else has problems with me than too bad..  you can go die cause i wont fucking care. i know i have people who cares and yes Amelia i know i have god with me always

till then i’ll post next time.. i feel so much better after this

Ameera

i am April 21, 2008

full of emotions!

yup! only Thira and Mark knows what’s going on. and to be honest, i could really use a hug from Ili and Amelia right this very moment.

a big part of me is upset bout what you said last night. and yes a very small part is happy cause you were being honest. Of course i’d be upset i mean who wouldn’t? yes i am upset after what you said last night. you say you’re crushing on someone and when that someone finally responds to it you say that you see things happening for us but you love someone else and you’re happy that you don’t see things happening with her. WTH!!! yes upset-ing!

what’s more upset-ing is that you’re pretending as if nothing happened and you haven’t said anything at all. UPSET-ING! i’m upset and annoyed at the same time. i don’t know la. i don’t know what to say and i have nothing to say. yea my English may suck but there’s nothing else i can do. and trust me being the person that i am, i wont do anything! so face it! i will say okay all the time. i don’t care! GAH!

where is Ryan A when you need him? oh right in Phuket. Ry if you’re reading this, get on msn! i need to talk to you like right NOW!!!

and Dila, i know what it feels like of not knowing where are we standing! *sigh*

upset-ing
Ameera

Tagged by Denise April 14, 2008

Real Name : Ameera Surekha
Nickname : Ameera, Meera. Ams, Ame, Biatch etc
Married : is before u get divorved?? lolz… <—– Agrred lol
Short/ Long Hair :  Medium… but i say short
Are u a health freak : hahaha dunno! i guess not! i eat whatever i want!!!
Height : 5′ 6″
Do u have a crush on someone? : yup
Do u like yourself : hahaha…tis question got me fer a moment…like wth <—- AGREED!!! LIKE WTH!!!!!
Piercings : yeah
Righty of lefty : right

FIRST

Surgery : when i was 5
person u see in the morning : ME?<—- YUP
Award : when i was 6
Sport you Joined: track running
Pet : cat
Vacation : can’t remember
Concert : Good Charlotte <—- i took her there!!! for me its incubus!
First crush : can’t remember

CURRENTLY

Eating: nothing
Drinking: H2O
I’m about to : do nothing?

YOUR FUTURE

Want kids? : yeah 3 of them
Want to get married: after 26

Which is better?

Lips or eyes?: eyes
Hugs or kisses: both
Shorter or taller?: taller if he’s gonna be my partner
Romantic or spontaneous: both
Sensitive or loud: both la
Troublemaker or hesitant?: Troublemaker yeah!!

Have you ever….

Kissed a stranger?: nahh…u wanna get sued for doin tt in tis country ka?! <—- AGREED!!! gagaga
Drank bubbles: HELL NO!!!!!
Lost glasses/contacts: both yes
Ran away from home: ………..
Liked someone younger: hahaha yeah
Liked someone older: yeah
Broke someone’s heart: dunno i guess so
Cried when someone died: yeah!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

Yourself?: yeah
Miracles: yes
Heaven: yeah
Santa Claus: hahaha no?
Magic: no?
Angels: yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY…

Is there someone you want to be with right now?: yeah
Do u believe in God?: yeah i do

Tag 5 people:
Ili, Viv, Dila, Amelia, and Sophia

Thank You from the bottom of my heart :D April 13, 2008

Ilianna

Ashikin

Amelia

Dila

Viv

Athirah

Ryan A

Denise

David

Sam

Ryan M

Ben

Sophia

Steven

Mark

Jamie

Jacob

Tim

Harjeet

My nieces and nephews

Adrian

all my friends

all my online buddies

all the people who have been by my side

Thank you so much for just being there and supporting me. you people make me realise
life is worth living for. Thank you for listening to all my craps and stories. thank you for just being there to lend me a shoulder to cry on. thank you for all the advice, hopes and encouragement. Thank you for being my strength. thank you for being such awesome
friends.
thank you for everything.
i am truly blessed to have you all in my life. i love you all!

thank you VIV April 13, 2008

here i am blogging on a sunday yet again. and no its not a sunday morning but its the sunday afternoon!

i’m truly thankful to have such awesome friend like you Viv! thank you for dedicating a blog post for me. distnace between you and me maybe the obstacle but you’ll always be in my heart and in my mind!
thank you so much for the support and all the laughs. i will continue telling you stories  i will continue bonding with you on MSN, Myspace and Facebook.

thank you Viv!

and yes I LOVE YOU TOO! 

xoxo
Ameera

ps: for those of u who are still blur of what i’m talking about then click here

Finally! April 11, 2008

yes!

finally i’m updating my blog! after almost 2 weeks of not updating it 
wasn’t really in mood of updating and all. so last 2 weeks me and my girlfriends
got together to celebrate Dila and Takshi’s birthday at The Curve. We walked around
Cineleisure while waiting for Ili to arrive(yeah she was the last one to arrive) then we
just walk around and finally sat somewhere near the escalotor and cam whored! lol!
later than few of them just when ice cream shopping at New Zealand Neautrals.
which kinda reminds me of Dila’s version of One Pint of Ice Cream was prounounce
as ONE PIN! gagagaga… LOL sorry!

After that we head off to Italianese for dinner! so yea! i’ve uploaded the long video
earlier. so u people can watch them

okay okay enough bout the outing….

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Viv has left for UK and Ben left for Germany today. 
i just hope that they’ll be fine and taking good care of themselves 
and ya know what, i miss my girlfriends! yes women! i miss y’ll! gah! and i’m
missing someone else too haha what else have i been up to? nothing. i damn malas
wanna continue updating now… well at least i updted it after almost 2 weeks right? hahahaha… till the next post. u people take care! love y’ll

xoxo
Ameera

Tagged by Dila :D April 11, 2008

You

First Name: Ameera
Nickname: Ameera/Meera/Ams/Ame
Name you wish you had: My Name seems fine!
What do people normally mistake your name as: Amirah! gah! its wrongly spelt!!!
Birthday: September 18th
Birthplace: Malaysia la!
Time of Birth: errr… idk!
Single or taken: 51% Single! hahaha! yeah Single
Zodiac sign: Virgo

Your Appearence

Height: 5 foot something la!!!! or 165 cm! SHORT! i KNOW!
Wish you were taller: a bit! like 1 or 2 cm taller hahaha
Eye colour: dark! lol
Eye colour you want: i’m happy with the way i am!
Natural Hair color: Dark brown!
Current Hair color:hair colour is still natural la idiot!
Short or long hair: Inot so short not so long! but yeah short! gagagagaga
Ever dyed your hair a bizarre colour: Not Yet!!!!
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair: never did anything dramatic! and yeah i don’t tend to keep long hair! it just annoys me! FREAKING HOT!
Glasses or contacts: i used to use glasses but now no more
Do you wear make-up: Mostly when i go out! but nothing bizare!
Ever had hair extensions: nope! and don’t need it!
Painted your nails: like GAZILLION times! lol

In the opposite gender

What colour eyes: anything la! it doesn’t bother me! cause its not the colour of the eyes that matters! its who he is!
What colour hair: Anything la! as long as its not all those funny funny colours its fine
Shy or Outgoing: both!
Looks or personality: errr both? i would lie if i say looks doesn’t attract me
Sexy or Cute: both both!
Serious or Fun: both la! there are times he has to be serious right? what la!
Older or Younger than you: anything la! not too young and not too old…gagagaga
A turn on: personality,their smiles
A turn off: ass-holic, jerks and druggies!
Flowers or Chocolates: Both
Pepsi or Coke: Er.. Both?
Rap or Rock: Rock
Relationship or one night stand: stupid question! relationship la u swinging bowl!
School or Work: school and work!
Love or Money: i wanna have both
Movies or Music:me like both
Country or City: city la!
Sunny or Rainy days: depends la
Friends or Family: Friends then Family

Have you ever

Lied: aha
Stole something: yeah from my brother… like his charger and all… lol… and his tv… gagaga
Smoked: once! bluek! never again
Hurt someone close to you: yeah.
Broken someone’s heart: i guess
Had your heart broken: yup
Wondered what was wrong with you: Most of the time
Wish you were a prince/princess: sometimes
Liked someone who was taken: yeah
Shaved your head: HELL NO!
Been in love: yup
Used chopsticks: yup yup
Sang in the mirror to yourself: LOL

Favorites

Flower:na da!
Candy: SKITTLES!
Song: A lot la
Scent: Vanilla
Colour: red,white, purple, black, yellow, blue etc etc
Movie: banyak giler!!!! which means too many!
Singer: Ryan Cabrera Switchfoot, etc etc
Word: hahahahahahahahahaha! don’t ask! too many! lol.
Junk food: chips
Website: entah! dunno la
Animal: cats
Ever cried over someone: Yes.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself:doesn’t everyone wishes that?
Do you think you’re attractive: nope
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose: NONE
Do you play any sports: not anymore

List 8 random facts about yourself and tag 8 people.

Facts

1.i broke my keyboard 3 times
2. i sing in the shower and my shower cap is really proud of me! lol
3. my friends are my everything!
4. I don’t cook and never will
5. i’m loud
6. me like food!
7. i wanna go to college
8. i like someone

Tags

1. Viv
2. Tim
3. Amelia.
4. Ilianna
5. Sophia
6. Sam
7. Jamie (NICK) lol
8. Athira

xoxo

Ameera

For Ameera. April 11, 2008

Cos You are The Greatest Friend of All

When I first knew you,
We have our differences,
And sooner or later,
We got along fine.

But then there’s a light,
Shining down on you,
You will be my friend,
And I will be yours,
Forever and true.

Whenever I feel lonely,
You were always there,
Whenever I feel down,
You are right beside me, standing.

You gave me your hand,
You pull me up,
And you never let me fall,
Cos you are the greatest friend of all.

I promise,
I would never let you down,
Help you through all the pains,
And guide you through all the sorrows.

Misguided events,
Won’t tear us apart,
Whatever dreams we have,
Will come true,
If it wasn’t for you, my friend.

You are the greatest friend of all,
A gift from heaven,
Thank you.

Love, Viv xxx.

http://vivteoh.wordpress.com

http://mysecretwhispers.blogspot.com

Happy Birthday April Babies :P March 31, 2008

aha… March is done! now presenting to you the lovely chicas and dudes who’ll be celebrating their birthday in April *drum rolls* lol

2nd April - Rudy
3rd April - Shariza
4th April - Hitakshi
6th April - Riennaa
9th April - Kevin F
15th April - Kimberly Lim
27th April - Jason Lo
27th April - Gayatri
28th April - Sze Wei
28th April - Ballerina

and TA DA! end of list for those i’ve missed out ur names for the April’s list then i’m really sorry. btw chicas and dudes of the April Babies…. Happy Birthday you fellas! ahahaha… somehow or rather u people are growing older not younger! lol! love all of you! and hitakshi, me and the girls belanja-ed (treat) you already! ahahaha…. anyhow, have a good birthday and if u people have pictures then send send. i’ll post it up

xoxo
Ameera

The Long Video at Italianese/The Curve March 31, 2008

Blog-ing on a Monday Morning which hurts my hand and Ma, i miss you! March 31, 2008

Good Morning!

nope not a sunday. Its a Monday and i’m bloging while having chemo now. I’m typing with one hand so its gonna take a while.

i admit i haven’t really been updating my blog last week. A lot of things has happened last week. With Ma’s passing and me being not knowing how to react to this. I just felt so confused. I do admit that me and Ma don’t get along but she’s still my mom. And i love her. I never expect things to just happen so quickly. I was just shocked to hear that Ma passed away on Sunday morning. And i was only informed on Sunday night after everything was done. I did not know how to react. I just couldn’t keep it to myself and finally on Monday i told my girlfriends what is wrong and i just started breaking down. Tearing day and night.

Amelia and Desire made me realise that no matter how much i cry, Ma isn’t coming back. I admit i just felt i did not know what to do how to react and who to run to.

After i told Ili, she called. And i broke down on the phone. I just felt so guilty. Its just that i did not know what to do and it was really affecting me.

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Sunday
which was yesterday, i went out with my girlfriends. And i just felt happy to actually have seen them. It just brightened me up. I laughed, i smiled, i giggle, i crap, i talked and i was finally being myself back again. It was just fun to see them yesterday.

we took pictures, videos! Played chess, ate dinner and of course window shopping haha. I’ll post pictures up soon and yes videos are on facebook. If i’m not lazy then i’ll post it here as well. Everything was all fine till on the way to the station i was msn-ing with this Jamie fella. Or Thira knows him as Nick. He just randomly blew at me and i just kinda felt bad cause i thought i made him upset or something. It just had to get to me. *sigh* we’re not talking now so i guess it wont matter. Well he says he wont care so i guess i wont as well.

i just don’t get how can i upset someone by just asking them if they’re okay. Its just a question. Do not need to blow at me for asking! Ish! Damn-ness! I feel like slapping the fella and Jamie now. Fools!

you know what i wont continue posting. I’ll stop here cause my hand hurts. I’ll post more when i get back.

xoxo
Ameera

Pictures of KL Sunburst Music Festival 2008 March 24, 2008

As promised pictures!

 

AMELIA!!!!!!! YOU’RE SO SWEET!!!!!!!!! March 23, 2008

Green is Ryan’s favourite colour.

And Ameera, this is for you. For all the times i left your name out of my blogs, for all the times we cancelled our dates because things just didn’t seem to work, for all the times i made you upset or sad or left out or any of the negative stuff i make people feel.

Thanks for always being there, and if not physically, taking the time to read my blog entries and sending me perked-my-day comments.

I’ll always be your KAWAN and i’ll always love you.

Wish we could see each other to just be silly more often.

You’ll get better, and i’ll be there when you do.

LOVE YOU LOADS!

I miss having roti-tisu. eeeyyyeerrrr.

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my time to write now! Amelia! that’s extremely sweet. thank you. i just had to copy and paste it on my blog! don’t believe Amelia wrote it? then read it here

i’ll be here for you babe! whenever you need me. ok? i’ll be your KAWAN! too! omg! Amelia i feel like hugging you now! i miss those days in the canteen where we would just sit and talk. make loads of noise. and yes ROTI TISSUE! good times! i’ll remember that. Friends like you make me feel really special! and i will be strong and i will do whatever it is to get better! love you too Amelia! i wish we c ould see each other more often too! nevermind! i shall drop by at HELP one day pay a visit to you, Dila, Takshi, and Ashikin. YES! i’ll bring chocolates k?  and oh the Ryan that Amelia meant is Ryan Cabrera i can’t wait to see you! and Amelia, you made my day

xoxo
Ameera

Sorry Dila :P March 23, 2008

hello!

yea yea… i know just few hours ago i posted a post saying that i’ll be going over to cheer on Dila for her CHARM Cheerleading thingy. but i guess things happen. its human nature. Sorry Babe… i’ll make it up to you.

so why exactly didn’t i go out?  well the plan was to meet at Taman Bahagia LRT’s station so me and Thira could go to The Curve with Amelia. but since Amelia said she couldn’t go, me and Thira decided to meet tup at KJ station and we’ll go by ourselves la. take cab or whatever. so it was all set and good to go. then this woman Thira… she sms me saying that she can’t go! i was like basket case! i don’t wanna go alone. i mean Dila would be performing and i’ll be like lost lol. sorry Dila…. we’ll go out for your birthday k? and yes i know present! i wont forget! lol!

i have no idea why, i was kinda really upset today. just reaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllyyyyyyyy upset! but meh. i’m over with the upset-ness…. i wont let it get to me. like James told me earlier! i quot what he says “Woman get your mind straight” lol! so yea.

k k i’ll stop crapping here. lol. till the next post, daaaaaaaaaaaaa!

xoxo
Ameera

Craping on a sunday morning :P March 23, 2008

morning!

its stil morning. and yes its a sunday. told you i’ve been blogging on sunday’s anyhow, i’m finally saying this, i actually confested to the fella that i like him. and it went kinda ok la. i mean we’re not together that’s for sure like duh! we’re still frenz la. and everything seems to be normal or at least i think its normal to me. he wasn’t like those guys who would go meh and stuff. so yea.

anywho, i confested! dila and ashikin your next! lol and i know y’ll wont ever confest to ur crushes

Dila’s performing at The Curve today. so i might drop by with Thira later. hope everything goes well at CHARM Cheerleading later. GO DILA! lol

tommorrow monday!!!! hate mondays! hate it hate it hate it! i would never like mondays! but i love fridays i mean who wont love fridays? lol! yea Dila’s birthday is this week… hahaha… babe i know its coming and yes i know have to get u present. i don’t know what to get you tho. i’m not the present type. i’ll buy it or make it and give it to you during ur birthday dinner la…  lol!

i know i had so much to talk bout but i forgot what was it. and oh Thira and me have been talking so much online so yea. i mean its fun lol. we always have something to talk bout and all. and yeah ‘nick’ lol. na its james actually. sorry i got ur name wrong and all. and no i’m not sally

what else yea? of course Ry! Ryan A la for sure. sorry for making things all weird up for you. never intended to make it weird. THIRA!!!!!! thanks for this week babe! lol… i know i annoyed u like crazy and gone all crazy lol… gggggaaaaaahhhhhh! lol…. hahaha….

ILI!!!!!!!!! dude i never really got the chance to thank u for the party the other day…. and thanks for the pictures. i’ll see you soon k?

ok enough crapping. lol. take care. ciao

xoxo
Ameera

I Just Wish I Was The Same Person I Was Before March 20, 2008

Good Morning Y’ll!

 wow it seems i’ve been blogging on the morning hours these days. dunno why. ggggggggggggggggggggggggaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh my mind is so messed up. i  just want you outta my head. i know things are just to good to be true. now your not talking to me! i mean wtf! wtf did i do wrong. i never said anything bout my feelings to you. and yet you just ignore me. what did i do? why wont you talk to me? i miss teasing you. CRAP!  damn it! get out of my head!!!! get out get out! every single time your in my head, it makes me sad! i mean why wont you talk to me? what did i do wrong? tell me! tell me!

all i wanna know is why aren’t you talking to me anymore? you know what. i can’t be bothered finishing this post. its just gonna make me feel upset! STUPID! FOOL!

THE CLICK FIVE SAYING HELLO TO South East ASIA March 20, 2008

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Blogging on A Sunday Morning March 16, 2008

Good Morning!

its 10 am on a lovely sunday morning. i have not decided what to blog about yet but will see what
comes into my mind. i’ve just realise that its been a week since a blogged? if i’m not mistaken
my last post was last sunday? lol. i seem to be blog-ing on sunday’s now.

as most of you know, last week was the most terrifying week for most of us. maybe cause
last wednesday was kinda Doom’s Day for everyone. i’ll make it clear. it wasn’t doom’s day
for me. it was more of Doom’s Week for me.

i’m back into my emo-ing mood today. i’ve no idea why. actually i do have an idea why
but i don’t need to tell everyone why ILi knows so yea. last week was one of the most
scariest, terrifying, annoying, tiring week of my life. i felt so freaking tired.
i’m feeling tired now anyway. so yea.

i met few new people online for this past week. and it’s always nice to meet new people.
Anyways, i forgot what i wanted to say. lol. i’ve only had 5 hours of sleep for this past 2 days.
and yes i feel super duper tired. i know i’ve Chemotherapy tommorrow. and honestly,
i hate chemotherapy. i hate it so freaking much! why? it makes me feel so weak. i get tired very fast,
and i hate puking!
gggggggggggggaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

a big shout out to Thirah! she’s finally in the cyber world. lol! and yes shout out to Ashikin and Dila
who’ll be starting college on monday! you two better make time for all of ur friends ar. lol.

i dunno what else to blog about. i’m emo-ing so i’m proceeding to my next post.
which is a confession. so till the next post!

ciao

xoxo
Ameera

Oh My Nothing, Oh Dila’s Marcus, Oh Ili’s Fish Sticks March 9, 2008

So here i am lying in bed(when i wrote this). I guess i had the mood to actually blog and think. Bout what? Not exactly sure. I’m just gonna write whatever it is that’s on my mind.

SPM results will be out in exactly 3days from now. Yes it is the so call dooms day for all of us who sat for that exam last year in November. Its already March. So time does fly fast. Lol! However, i’m not sure what would my results be but of course to what i know i’m gonna cry when i get that sheet of paper. I was talking to Dila and Ashikin earlier. And they were stressed bout scholarships and loan college stuff. They drag me into being so called tension thinking bout college. *sigh*

but as from sunday till this wednesday, i’m gonna try my very best to not think bout college so i wont be that stress. Ashikin came up with a plan and that is Wednesday we all wake up, get ready go collect our results, then make noise then go lepak(hang out). when thursday come we all print forms and start freaking out for college! LOL!

like i said i have no idea what my results would be. Cause i played around last year. Fooled around in class with Ashvin and everything. Lol! I don’t even have a target that i could tell anyone what would i be scoring or what do i expect to score! GAHHHHH!

Oh My Nothing! What am i gonna do if i don’t get good results for me to obtain a place in college? I have no idea! GAHHHH… Stress! Tension! Everything! Damn it! Fuck it! Die die die!

i just have no freaking idea what should i do if it happens? No college?Are you kidding me? I don’t know! Oh Dila’s Marcus! What should i do? All i can do now is wait and keep my fingers crosse